and i'm just thinking..

wouldn't it be nice, if for a change,
this year i actually had that special someone to celebrate christmas with.

Have you ever..

wished for something reaaaaally hard,
for a few days,

and you secretly tell yourself that it won't happen...so that you won't get too disappointed when it doesnt....cos life never gives you exactly what you want..

and then it actually happens?????

and you can barely believe your luck.

omg i'm ECSTATIC.

i woke up and reloaded my mail like 5 times,
and there it was:

As typhoon Megi continues its current track towards the Guangdong province and is expected to be closest to HK tomorrow morning, the NICExSLAM 2.0 Training Camp will be POSTPONED.

YESSSSSSS. now i have the weekend to study for my midterm (which are on monday and tuesday) so I won't fail too badly.
omg so happy.

:) !!!

When you're dreaming with a broken heart

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for a moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not,
'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with her crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't,
'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my ,
roses in my hands?
Would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

you know,

daily amazing things that people do,
continue to surprise me enough to put me in tears.

I will always love you

If I should stay,
I would only be in your way.
So I'll go,
but I know I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.
You, my darling you. Hmm.

Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you. I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.
And I will always love you.

I will always love you.

live like we're dying

Sometimes we fall down and cant get back up
We're hiding behind skin thats too tough
How come we dont say I love you enough
Till its too late its not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that wont come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And were all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell em that we love em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like were dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll be no one on the line


We never know a good thing till its gone
You never see a crash until its head on
All those people right when were dead wrong
You never know a good thing till its gone

Yeah gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time weve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start livin it
Every second counts on a clock thats tickin
Gotta live like were dying

Give me one reason, tracy chapman ♥