familiarity.

mum sent me a sms saying: as usual, your underwear is sleeping next to the toiletbowl

when she was in the room just beside mine.

she's so weird :P

sigh, how'm i gonna survive without her.

Thursday, 23 Jul, 2009 9: 01 AM

_____ posted something on your Wall and wrote:

"lol silly girl!
i hope you win a lot then, i really hate my guitar!
and of course i know my wife love me! :)
so are you still at luk's office? where is that exactly?
causeway? how was your meetin with your friends today?
enjoy meeting new friends AGAIN?"

dear reader, this is not a post that's written for an audience. its actually intended for myself, to catalogue and give it a position in this blog, like many other thoughts that i express here. though of course if you're interested, please do go ahead and read :)


july 10th 2009

me: wad u up to?
K: packing
going to china tmrw
oh?
for a charity trip
oh cool! to do what?
hm..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6HlthlYGTw this sums it up. it was my project last year
i've just been on one 2 weeks ago to build houses, was awesome!
habitat for humanity?
hey thats cool, so u're kinda going there to teach n hold work shops n stuff?:)
hahaha yeah
which should be fun
definitely:)
and these girls are graduating this year
i myslef havent' really done habitat, but i really wanted to do it
its really good
although it was tough physically and all, but u get a realy good experience. Like for us we built the foundation to a house, so we had to dig holes, mix cement, bend huge iron wires n all that? and it made us get to know each other much more. from this we cud tell who were the leaders n who were the slackers n stuff:)
where did you go?
um we went to a state in Malaysia called Kuching
that sounds really fun!
i really want to do one maybe next year
yea u shud:)
you should do it again next year so we can do it together!
hahaha sure thing:) we can do it during summer break? then after the break i'll join u for uni in the UK? hahah
during summer break as in this summer break? when are you goin to uni?
no..next year silly :P
oh right lol. oops
hehe
yeah that sounds likea good good plan!
u know what i reaaaally wanna do? i wanna go to africa.
omg me too!
i wanted to be a doctor, so that i cud volunteer n help out there n stuff. but turns out i dun realy like sciences :( BUT, i can still help as a law person right?:D
yeah
i really want to visit ..warring countries?
i wanna go bungee jumping!!
YEA! i wanna experience as many things as i can
yeah! same here. coz i reckon when we grow old, we would want ot have a more colorful youth
is there bungee jumoping in hk?lol
na..but there is in macau
lol i can't wait to meet you
we have so much in common
:)me too
okay umm ..whats ur fav colour?:P
sometimes red sometimes blue
.....
ARE U SERIOUS???!!u're not serious.this is freaky.those are mine too. omg.
?!
...are you saying that to freak me out?!
are YOU saying that to freak ME out?!
how can i possibly know what colors you like!?
okay okay lets not ask each other any more qs or one of us will seriously die of a heart attack or smth:P
you know what would be scary
if we both have a heart attack at the SAME TIME
touch wood
LOL !!!!!!!

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August 3rd 2009


goodnight kaiser leung:)

goodnight apple leung

kaiser (the blue elephant) says goodnight

night kaiser
oops i mean apple ko

take care you:)
i'll be here.

hahahaha don't be there all the time
there are other guys out there!

yea i know there are other guys out there
but they're just guys.
and kaiser's kaiser.

i am just one tree in the forest, a tree which is quite impossible to reach
i dont want me to hinder your life
there are others out there

recalling

me: ahh...whats that famous woman's name..the one with the mole..M...Maryln monroe..? no...M..

mum: Mcdonalds.

me: ....OH YEAH! Madonna!

how wonderful:)

Apple: uncle:)
Henry :hi apple

hello, are you HK now? Lenox is returning soon right?

yea....next thurs. in time for xmas dinner

yea, thats great

hehe...
we having turkey

i've never had turkey before:P

wanna join us? it's big enough to have a few more"apples"..haha

ahaha! thanks, but im afraid i have my mock exam in jan, so cant be travelling back to hk:(

Ok...
so what's in ur mind, about uni? HK? UK?

(blablabla)
i'm going to work in HK after uni

O! Why so sure?
what makes u think u will definitely coming back to hk to work? Family business?

it's just always been my dream to go back to work there. whats your opinion though?

why not

have fun while you are young

(blablabla)

UK is very expensive. Was the last month. A Char Siew Rice is 5 .50GBP

lol! its funny that u take char siew rice as an example:P
(blablabla)
oh btw, i tried contacting the few parents that you mentioned, but they didnt reply

haha...PARENTS ma....

oh so you're the special one?;) haha

they are not attached to FB, as much as their kids do
i got complaint from auntie a lot

hahahahh! tell her that it's good that you are still young:)

i do less these days but i still having fun doing a lot of these stuffs

good good! its important to always remain young at heart.

http://hy06529.spaces.live.com/ my blog

omg uncle you're so cute!:P

cute??????? lol

sorry its just, nowadays a lot of parents are not as...active as u are

haha.... how about ur mum? is she on FB?

no, she doesnt know how to use the computer at all -_-

omg....

that's like an alien

HAHAHAH! i agree.

oops....sorry

i think its absolutely lovely talking to uncles and aunties:) it's just so...comforting. so..unteenagish. omg, i think i'm suggesting that i'm old :/ anyways, this uncle was my ex primary classmate's dad from 11 years ago. he still remembers me and found me on facebook! how wonderful right?:)

♥

“I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.”


- mother teresa.

the time traveller's wife

"We laugh and laugh, and nothing can ever be sad, no one can be lost, or dead, or far away: right now we are here, and nothing can mar our perfection, or steal the joy of this perfect moment."

"It’s dark now and I am very tired. I love you, always. Time is nothing."

"There is only one page left to write on. I will fill it with words of only one syllable. I love. I have loved. I will love."

"Don't you think it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?"

"Why is love intensified by absence?"

"Long ago, men went to sea, and women waited for them, standing on the edge of the water, scanning the horizon for the tiny ship. Now I wait for Henry. He vanishes unwillingly, without warning. I wait for him. Each moment that I wait feels like a year, an eternity. Each moment is as slow and transparent as glass. Through each moment I can see infinite moments lined up, waiting. Why has he gone where I cannot follow?"

"Maybe I'm dreaming you. Maybe you're dreaming me; maybe we only exist in each other's dreams and every morning when we wake up we forget all about each other."

"Time is priceless, but it’s Free. You can't own it, you can use it. You can spend it. But you can't keep it. Once you've lost it you can never get it back."

two

Geeby, 31/10/09

something happened that upsets you. It already happened so dont think of the past too much. just let it go and move on. look..take it from me, there have been a million times when i go to you telling you about how pathetic things are, and you said that everything is going to be alright. sometimes took me like a week, or a day, sometimes 3 months. but things did turn out to be all right in the end. so whatever it is thats upsetting you, it may feel like everything is going really down and bad, but things will soon be better, okay? you just have to wait!



btw, Naima, WOOT our TOK is done and out of the way!!! :D

extracts

i'm supposed to be studying for bio, but whatever.

i've decided to add another section under the "categories" listed on the right of this page. i'm calling this "extracts".
as the name suggests, these entries will consist of extracts taken from conversations i've had with different people. i'm sharing these extracts here because they are either very meaningful, very well-said, are quite cute, or they simply mean a lot to me.

hope you like em' :)

kay, first up, some parts of my conversations with kaiser:


me: is pig still alive?
kai: depends on whether the elephant is
i say goodmorning n goodnight to elephant every day..
pig goes to work with me everyday
cos you've left it in ur bag and never taken it out?
wow how do you know?!
....
lol. kidding
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(we had an argument about something earlier on, then..)
BUT YOU ARE A GIRL
......so?
lol you don't want me to be identical to you do ya?
but you are already ! in so many ways!
but not in the gender sense!

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cow girl
HEY
husband kinda person
hows life without me
lol
like a man without a wife kinda person
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there are so many things i want to do
like?
i dont know..all the craazy stuff
tell me (:
visit africa warring countries, backpacking around europe. visit north korea, climbing in the antartics
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night night kaiser (:
dont' be too late you!
hahah ok (: thanks for ur concern
=)
bye lou gong :P hahah. sweet dreams you.
bye lo por sweet dreams you too
if you sleep tonight
if?
i sleep every night :S what are u saying. lol
just in case you get crazy and work like crazy
hahhaha
nahh i wont la;)
lol
gwai lui





yea, these convos are from a few months back. we don't talk to each other anymore, not a single word. but oh well, i'm happy for these simple memories.
they may not mean very much to you, & some parts may not even make sense. but to me, whenever i read them, my heart goes all fuzzy warm. you know that feeling :P
i've memorised almost every single word. its one of the few things i've got left of him you see.

i'll be posting up extracts from other people really soon:)