today was such an exhausting but goodish day. left room at 7 ish to go to the gym, showered, attended lectures, brunch with ji ho, did a little reading, went for hi tea with kaiser's mum and another auntie somewhere in the city centre, came back to campus, went out again with some exchange peeps for shopping & dinner, came back and met perry for a bit. feet covered in blisters, i cut them and water literally shot out, disgusting very very much. and now you have that gross image in your head, hehe, you're welcome. ok i swear im never wearing heels again unless absolutely necessary.

oh kai's mum "casually" mentioned that hes graduating this year and has an offer from LSE for his masters, but he might not want to take his masters and would rather work at a firm if a good one employs him. but what he truly wants to do is go to Africa for a year to do some volunteer work. and so i thought, hmmm so after everything, your dream, our dream, hasn't changed. only difference is that instead of doing it together like we talked about, you're doing it on your own. anyhow, it's good to know some things don't change. and then his mum "casually" asked if im dating anyone, and i said "nah...there's no one", and she said, "these things depend on fate" and i thought, yea i know, which is kinda why my stubborn heart is stuck with your son.

ANYWAYS, i got ang paos! yay. ok im tired, bye