after hearing your words through another person, despite not knowing whether they're really yours, i surprised myself by being able to control my emotions last night. i kept replaying your words in my head, about how "we're barely old enough to control our emotions, how could we expect ourselves to look after another person?", and how "the only way to hold our control over another person, to be stronger, is by not falling for him/her". I learned from your words.
no one can get inside your head. you're a boys' boy. you're stubborn like shit, and you keep to your principles. and i respect that, cos that makes you different.