i'm surprised to find myself thinking the first week of feb has gone by too quickly. the month of feb will go by like it never existed. friday after school, nai, binds and I thought of getting our hair braided by each other so we went to island plaza to hunt for the string thing, but to no avail. hopefully we'll find it in gurney on sunday, i'm really looking forward to that hair thing, its so pretty (nai showed me a photo of her getting it done in 2006). right now i'm in a energyless mood. i think i drank too much ice coffee today and it's making me rush to the toilet every 15 mins.
''show me what i'm looking for'' by carolina liar, quite good.
i wonder if it's possible to get used to being single. is it possible for wild me to be tamed? i used to think not being in relationships when im this age is a waste of my youth. but not so much anymore. i like the feeling of having no strings attached. i like being here, wholly. as in not only being here physically but my mind and heart being elsewhere. i like how i have so much time to spend with my friends and family, and not having to choose. i think i'm becoming an old, traditional, woman.
what if i stayed pure-hearted and faithful to only one man. what if i was more certain about what i want, and it being the only thing i want. i'm still waiting. but will he wait for the day that we coincidentally bump into each other again too? he's turning 20 this may. 22 is our favourite number. then let it be when he's 22 that we meet again.
mum bought a purple polka dots trench coat for me, so i can wear in hong kong. i was quite horrified at first. purple, with multi-coloured polka dots?! does that sound like me? but then i tried it on, and it actually looked pretty good on me. whaddaya know eh? if you never try, you never know.
bec, best of luck for your interview for beijing uni tomorrow. thank you for molesting me in nai's car today. i love you very much. when you come back i shall pull at your bra strap again. nai said she isn't surprised if we both became bisexuals when we share a dorm in hk. bindiya agreed. i'm mildly worried.
tjun yee's been a bit depressed lately.
i love lidia's random kisses.
i hate doing math portfolios. and tok essay. i want to revise, stop giving us work. i realized i forgot to eat lunch today.
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