update

hi.
i would like to say that i remember i used to despise my biology teacher. i despised everything about him, from his personality, to the way he teaches, to the way he laughs.
but now i have to admit, i like my biology teacher very much. not personality-wise, i don't know his story well enough to judge on that. but i do enjoy his lessons very much now. i find him very knowledgeable and intellectual. and i respect him. (eventhough we still go off topic all the time) but i've learned so many interesting facts from him, things you won't find in a biology textbook.
i think i understand why he behaves the way he does. he has reasons to feel that he's always right.


i would like to conclude that, yes it is true that there isn't a second chance to make a first impression. but perhaps first impressions are overrated. and that if u really spend some time to see the good in a bad person, you'll come to like him/her, somehow.



i know deep inside i am still quite angry about certain things, and certain people. but then i forget, its like there's a room in my head for me to put aside these memories that i dont want to remember. so don't trigger me, don't open the door to this room. i don't want another emotional outburst.