playing with fire.

now, i knew it was a mistake before i even took the first step. i've learned from my past mistakes, but i'm choosing to do it again. the only thing that's different this time is, i know for certain that this is a mistake. there is no what-ifs; no hope. and the challenge is whether i am capable of surviving through this without losing out. without breaking down. how? by looking at it from a different perspective. by constant reminder. by lots of human interaction.
what on earth am i trying to prove?!