i think i've found the cause of this weight on my heart. i think it's because i have not forgiven. i have not forgiven you, i have not forgiven myself. it's the final approach i always take on things that i can't solve, and it always.. opens my heart a little, releases the pressure or whatever's building up inside. and then i feel better.
but why am i letting these small, pointless matters bother me at all?? why am i so... pathetic. so small. why do i try, why do i bother, why do i probe?!
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