80% gets you a C
99% is a B
and 100% is an A,
cos apparently 32 people in the class scored 100%.
tell me how i should study, cos clearly, sitting in the library for 10 hours per day is no where near enough.
fuck this, i'm learning what some of you have learned for 2 years - in two weeks. freakin unfair.
tell me how i should study, cos clearly, sitting in the library for 10 hours per day is no where near enough.
fuck this, i'm learning what some of you have learned for 2 years - in two weeks. freakin unfair.
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on a more positive note,
this is what i've kinda always wanted. this feeling, of constantly setting targets (though failing to meet most of them), of planning a million things in my head, of feeling that i'm not wasting time, i'm not wasting my life away. i feel like i'm on a road that's actually getting somewhere. 7am, shower, check mail + breakfast in room, class, lunch, class, library, dinner, library, back to room, do something fun, study, sleep, 7am. interviews, laundry, quizzes, midterms, clubbing, shopping, friends, new friends, him, lunch, dinner, coffee, supermarket, case competition, leadership program, gym, tennis.
also, finding someone you admire and like the smell of (hehe), and being able to study for hours with him (and other people too) almost every day. despite it being just silent studying and freezing aircond for hours on end, it's perfect. i have no complaints. right now, i have no questions, no expectations. please, let it just stay like this, let nothing change this. cos at this moment, this is all i'm asking for.
on a more positive note,
this is what i've kinda always wanted. this feeling, of constantly setting targets (though failing to meet most of them), of planning a million things in my head, of feeling that i'm not wasting time, i'm not wasting my life away. i feel like i'm on a road that's actually getting somewhere. 7am, shower, check mail + breakfast in room, class, lunch, class, library, dinner, library, back to room, do something fun, study, sleep, 7am. interviews, laundry, quizzes, midterms, clubbing, shopping, friends, new friends, him, lunch, dinner, coffee, supermarket, case competition, leadership program, gym, tennis.
also, finding someone you admire and like the smell of (hehe), and being able to study for hours with him (and other people too) almost every day. despite it being just silent studying and freezing aircond for hours on end, it's perfect. i have no complaints. right now, i have no questions, no expectations. please, let it just stay like this, let nothing change this. cos at this moment, this is all i'm asking for.
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