oh.

(2:12am) pangy says:

so whats ur question

i mean..ure going to ust right?

i think kai told me

oh. there are things i don't know. there are things i can find out but i don't dare to right now, because what good would that do anybody?

perhaps.. he still cares. why else would he be talking about me to his friend whom i don't know myself. my god, i have a million questions i am dying to ask. but not now, not now when i'm still vulnerable to getting hurt. but one day, i'll have my explanations.