security.

last night, when i was lost, alone, and didn't know what to do, i felt like i really needed you there with me, and then everything would be okay. but you couldn't be there, and i learned to cope on my own. i managed, but if you were here, you would have taken over and i wouldn't have had to worry about a thing.

later on, i lay on the sand and admired the full moon, and imagined, hoped, that a million miles and a seven hour time zone away, you would look up too and see what i was seeing.