hi, today i received two emails. one from Chun Tee, and the other from Wei Ling. the realization has always been there, but after reading the emails, it just went BAM BAM BAM in my face. guys, it's April the 10th. out of all the times i've said to bec, ''omg i can't believe its ending soon!", this time seems the most real. is it really that simple? do we all just say goodbye, watch each other go off one by one in the small penang airport, and ... and then what? for some of us, is that the last time we ever see or hear about each other, except on facebook?
regarding nai's post about memory, i completely agree. how many times have i caught myself thinking about a moment, and then questioning whether it really happened? and how many bits and pieces have i forgotten? i know that person made me laugh a lot, but i can't remember what it was that made me laugh. i know i was very close to this person, but i forgot what made us this close, what secrets we've told each other. even for the memories that i replay over and over again, i might remember the events crystal clear, but i cannot, i simply cannot resurrect the feelings.
what if this part of my life too, went by just like that?
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