ficklee-doo

its march. one after another, the emails i've been waiting for are pouring into my inbox. mixed feelings. i want to open it because i want to know the answer. but i open it to find that now i have more research to do, more interviews to prepare for, more choices to pick from, more decisions to make. of course this is good, i am blessed to have choices. but i have a throbbing headache. i just wish this decision-making process didn't take such a long time. i wish it took days, instead of months, so that i could focus on what's more important now. at the beginning i was sure of which option i would pick, and the rest were just "back-up plans". but now, everything's so attractive. why so fickle-minded hmmm?! :/

success is when you get what you want; happiness is when you want what you get.