overrated?

i remember when i was in year 7, 8, 9, i used to look up to the IB students. thinking they were very smart and capable, and that they did very intensive stuff. now that i'm nearing the end of my IB days, i have to say the work is pretty intensive. but i dont feel very smart or capable at all :/
hmm, perhaps a lot of things are overrated.



oh and just a thought, if he hated me enough he would have deleted me from msn and facebook right? but he did neither. so perhaps he still cares a little. whenever he comes online, i think, ''good, he's still alive today''. and somehow, thats enough.