humans humans humans. people people people.
always talking behind each other's back. alwaaaays hmm? when will we ever stop.
if you try hard and climb high and achieve something, people talk. if you stay low and don't make a single sound, no one talks about you, but you go nowhere in life. so which do you pick?
don't put the blame on other people. i hate being your excuse. admit that it's your own doing. admit that you're just not good enough. i sound bad and evil and mean, i don't like this at all. but im raging, i'm hurt. by your words, words, words. i blame myself for still being vulnerable enough to be affected by mere words. but please, just leave me alone will you. do you have nothing better to do than stalk my life and behaviour, and then bitch about it? i know i do that sometimes too, but at least i know the limits, and i speak with evidence. i do not blame. please, self-reflect on your behaviour. watch what you're making of your life. build yourself instead of trying to break someone else down.
I am proud of being who I am, of being me.
i do not intend you any harm. so leave me and my reputation fucking alone.



perhaps in my next environment, meaning college, i will be someone who laughs at every joke, who dates no one, who does not speak unless spoken to. maybe that's the only way to keep out of this whole bitching business.