i gotta let it out

1. Did i tell you that i'm tired today?
2. omgomg why did u expect for all 7s?! look where maths got you. You're getting a freakin TWO in your report. curse youuuuuuuuu. why didnt you study more for maths??! oh cos u were freakin confident for this subject and u studied bio bio bio & more bio instead.
3. why do men grow moustaches? does anyone find moustaches appealing?
4. i woke up with a swell on my index finger, i prayed for the swell to enlarge in size so that i could skip my piano exam which is in two weeks time. OMG i STILL havent gotten down to memorizing the scales. fucklaaaaaa.
5. all i ask for are these daily little conversations with you my dear. these daily little laughs. oh you can still make me laugh the way no one else can. i love our little quirks. thats all im asking for. i dont want you. i want these moments.
6. i still want an itouch.
7. oh and recently i've been dreaming about this summer dress...that comes in blue & green leafy patterns, and a pair of white sandals. and maybe a necklace, with black lace.
8. Uplands' got Talent. i'm gonna show you all how talent-less i am. oh why why why why why.
9. you wanna run up the hill and scream with me baby? let it all out, once and for all.
10. walking up the stairs exhaust me, i think i have diabetes, and maybe brain tumour too, since i've been getting sessions of RAHRAHRAH killer headaches.
11. hehehe what else, oh yaaaaar, the endless assignments, how could i forget?
12. 'We need to talk about Kevin' is giving me the chills. Dear author, i believe you are one of the bravest woman i've come across.
13. i stared at phuminat, phuminat stared back at me. oh im in the school library btw.
14. there is only 5 more weeks of year 12. wah.
15. i really really really wish i did not have to go for piano class later, which is 45 mins drive from my house, its so retarded, i dont even....i cant play music for god's sake.
16. you know what i really want to do? i wanna curl up on a soft sofa, with your steady arms around me, like how you always used to hold me. and i'd adjust myself to find the comfortable spot on your shoulder, and we'd just watch the movie, and laugh at the funny parts, talk about the sad parts, and when it ends, i'll look in your eyes and ask you how you thought the movie was, and u'd just smile and say ''good''.
17. i want to lie on the beach at night with you, and we can tell each other the things we've never said. even the bad things u know? even the secrets we didnt want each other to know.
18. the thing is, i dont think you like my presence much. the other guy seems to like it, but he's still all stiff about it cos he's 'not supposed to' be talking to me. but you? i dont know, you still...you still cant open up to me. is it cos we have a secret that no one else knows? Yet it is this secret that keeps u away from me? why wont you let me fix it.
19. some moments, i have no one on my mind. i call that bliss.
20. i think this is silly, but i think a part of me will kind of miss the whole reivising-&-confining-in-room-with-no-internet-for-days thing. somehow it forms a barrier from me and society. from me and whats going on on facebook. from me and what your status says, or who has posted on your wall.
21. i want to eat some marshmallows, but ones that arent so sweet.
22. suddenly, i see a bustling railway station.