18 Apr 09, 23:46
Aunty L :) :
Hey apple, sometimes the shoes of the adults are too big to fit in, just wear your comfortable shoes and walk smoothly down the road of happiness and peace, k <3
hey Aunty L:) !! Thank you sooo much for that surprise comment (: you have no idea how much it means to me. Sometimes i do feel like the shoes im wearing are way too big for me, so i find myself tripping over & falling face first. And sometimes i wonder whether i'm being someone im not. These are the times, when i realize that Not knowing, may be better than knowing. But then again, its how we react to things that really matter right? But even when i WANT to react to it positively, and THINK POSITIVE, sometimes i find myself putting on a false smile to make it look like i AM thinking positive, but really inside, im still vulnerable to things like pride, selfishness, dissatisfaction... little things like that that shouldnt matter so much.
BUT of course, there are still those precious moments spent with friends/family, in which i can almost literally laugh my head off :P and really feel that i've found my comfortable shoe size. Moments in which i am really living IN the moment, and not thinking of my past, or my future. But just indulging in the comfortness, and solidness, of Now.
I want to be a kid for as long as i can still be one.
:)
love you Aunty L.
<3
1 comment:
Dear Apple, keep up the positiveness. Leave the big shoes sizes to find the right fit. Remember there's a chinese proverb "the boat straightens itself when it arrives at the bridge" chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi... Enjoy your moments of happiness when its there, you can play a supportive when loves & encouragement is required and that will really mean alot to your loved ones :)
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