today was a good day in that it ended well.
maybe afterall its only how things end that really matters.
last period was biology. peaceful,calm, take it easy biology. walked out of class smiling. bumped into her when i was getting my bag. walked down stairs behind her. noticed that she had really nice and soft flowy type of hair. noticed a bald spot. smoking = balding? noticed that she wore red nail polish on her toes. made a mental note to self not to wear red nail polish for a while. noticed that her shoes were against school rules. noticed that i shouldnt be noticing. hummed a little tune to self. met Weng in foyer, asked weng to hold my bio book. called mum, she was already here. smiled. walked out of school really fast. said hello to mum and taku. plugged in to ipod.
solitude is really good sometimes.
a random thought: its all really like...sucking on a lollipop. its sweet when you have it, and everyone gets a different lollipop size, some lucky ones get bigger, some smaller. there are even different types of flavours; different intensities of sweetness. When you have it, you're so intrigued & mesmerized by the sweetness that your taste buds tend to ignore any other flavour other than the sweetness. But if you sucked too hard on the lollipop, it'll disappear before you know it. And all you're left with is the stick. & you'll wonder what you should do with it. cos its presence only stands as a reminder of the sweetness of the lollipop. some choose to keep it, some can easily throw it away without a second thought. some dont have a choice, the stick insists on staying in your mouth. stuck there. i wish i knew why.
yea you could always buy another lollipop. but it'll never be of the same sweetness as the first one you had. it'll never be the same ever again.
maybe afterall its only how things end that really matters.
last period was biology. peaceful,calm, take it easy biology. walked out of class smiling. bumped into her when i was getting my bag. walked down stairs behind her. noticed that she had really nice and soft flowy type of hair. noticed a bald spot. smoking = balding? noticed that she wore red nail polish on her toes. made a mental note to self not to wear red nail polish for a while. noticed that her shoes were against school rules. noticed that i shouldnt be noticing. hummed a little tune to self. met Weng in foyer, asked weng to hold my bio book. called mum, she was already here. smiled. walked out of school really fast. said hello to mum and taku. plugged in to ipod.
solitude is really good sometimes.
a random thought: its all really like...sucking on a lollipop. its sweet when you have it, and everyone gets a different lollipop size, some lucky ones get bigger, some smaller. there are even different types of flavours; different intensities of sweetness. When you have it, you're so intrigued & mesmerized by the sweetness that your taste buds tend to ignore any other flavour other than the sweetness. But if you sucked too hard on the lollipop, it'll disappear before you know it. And all you're left with is the stick. & you'll wonder what you should do with it. cos its presence only stands as a reminder of the sweetness of the lollipop. some choose to keep it, some can easily throw it away without a second thought. some dont have a choice, the stick insists on staying in your mouth. stuck there. i wish i knew why.
yea you could always buy another lollipop. but it'll never be of the same sweetness as the first one you had. it'll never be the same ever again.
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