the present

i'm tired. like physically. my eye lids are drooping. and the rest of my body is failing. stupid PE lesson. I miss netball :D

I know recently i've been talking about myself a lot. It's always me, me, me. My problems, my frustrations, my anger, my discoveries, my feelings. Everything i'm telling you, its about me. And i'm sorry i've been so self-absorbed recently, but i just have so much in mind, and if i kept everyside inside, i'll seriously go insane. So all of you did not have much of a choice, you were forced to listen to me, cos you care, and you know i need you. but i realize there's a limit to that, to how much you can bear me just blabbering on and on about my dissatifactions. so i just wanna say: i'm aware of my behaviour. and i'll gradually try to limit it down okay?
I want to hear your stories too. i wanna listen to your problems, I wanna share the frustrations, the humour, the anything. I wanna be there for you too. So i'm ready. Come talk to me :)

Things are getting better. Good things are coming from the bad things. I'm beginning to see other things that I would have been blinded from before. This is good. Coolness. :)

"...you'll realise that soon too. no matter whether or not you think he's still the one you want to be with. time will take its toll, and you'll see otherwise"

"if you're gonna demand it you might as well give it right ? treat people how you want to be treated..."

-Mark Colk
(yea, i know right?:P)