oh but the Carols by Candlelight was quite fun though :) i enjoyed mimi's company that night:) & the robe performance wasn't all that bad :)
now im deciding on whether to take choir again next term or to join UES instead. Singing makes me happy, like really happy:) But UES would be doing something new.. any suggestions guys?:)
i've reached the stage where it doesnt really hurt anymore. now it only feels like something's missing. he has changed. or maybe i have changed. but things are really different now. it's like i dont know him anymore. we are almost like strangers. its like what we have shared...had never happened. like i imagined it all. like it all only happened in my head.
i know i'd be happier, more complete, with that something.. but im doing fine now just the way things are. So i'm just gonna let things flow naturally. things that will happen, will happen. that's what im trying to make myself believe in now.
if i didnt have my friends, i dont know where i'd be now. I dont dare to try imagine. Even the thought of it petrifies me.
you can lie.
you can lie to your friends, your family. you can lie to everyone.
but in the end,
you still cant lie to yourself.
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