okay i know he's no longer my bf. & i know many of you will think, "omg apple, why are u doing this to yourself? you're just hurting yourself again!!". but i really really want to do this. because after all, the times i spent with him were one of the greatest times of my life. & i wanna answer this now...before i start to forget. cos i know i will forget one day..
The ivan that i loved, i still love, & will always love. The ivan i see today, is not the ivan i loved. But the ivan i love, will always still be in me, taking up every single corner and gap in my heart. Until time decides to slowly remove him, bit by bit, from my heart.
tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her:
the first time i really got to know him was at gurney plaza main entrance. He was standing there in his black t shirt, jeans, and converse. He had one hand in his pocket. & when we said our first ''hello'' to each other, he was kinda shy, and we awkwardly shook hands. I thought he looked like the....surfer kinda guy. maybe cos of his ear rings and his dyed hair. I didnt really think much of him, until i heard him talk about himself at Chillis during lunch. the way he spoke - the deepness of his ideas. the eye contact.. the shy grins.. & since then, he got me. enchanted.
what’s a weird habit or quirk that s/he has?:
:P definitely his trademark high pitched screams :P
oh & he has a habit of wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
& he likes to swerve his head to the left, to get his fringe out of his face.
what makes him/her happy?:
almost everything:)
what makes him/her sad?:
Discovery channel documentary about people who died of cancer. made him cry.
Disney cartoons that have sad parts in em'
what makes him/her angry?:
parents making him do things he doesnt wanna do.
siblings being annoying.
injustice, unfairness.
what excites him/her?
many things :) like butterflies, girls in high heels, presents, baby shoes which light up, sisha, football tournaments..etc.
tell us something funny about him/her:
everything. :)
oh, he NEVER remembers what movie he is watching when he enters the cinema.
he walks into trees. and lamposts.
he thinks jamaica is in africa.
he sucks at editing videos :P
he scored 0 in an intelligence quiz :P AND then he goes around telling everyone..
he believes he has superpowers cos he can "sense it when the tv is switched on''....
what’s s/he like at home?:
equally retarded.
and topless.
what’s s/he like at work/school?:
sociable, overly-friendly, stupid, quiet in class, good at tok, good at PE, almost late to school everyday, CAS freak
describe his/her room:
um...i cant really remember. i think it had an orange wall. & a window where u can see the pool downstairs. a queen size bed. a wardrobe. a mirror, a laptop. no posters on the wall.
what’s his/her best friend like?:
adam: difficult to read, sociable, funny.
douglas: easy to read, friendlyl comfortable to be with.
wouter: wouter.
do you know who s/he hates the most?:
that tiny black rapper guy. i forgot his name.
have you met his/her exes?:
on msn yes:)
do his/her parents like you?:
um...i dont think so... :P
what’s the first thing s/he would do or say if s/he fell down and scraped their knee:
*scream in high pitched scream*, then, "FUCKKKKKKK!!!!!"
what would s/he do in an emergency situation with other people involved?:
either run around like a kid and scream. or be really mature & try to get involved & help.
it really depends :S
which shop would s/he spend the most time at in a shopping mall?:
hmm. he'll make sure he goes to every shop available. :P
what would s/he have for a typical breakfast?:
milo flakes? :P
where would s/he want to go for dinner?:
somewhere not too formal. maybe ramee burger. or that indian place where they have sisha. :P
what kind of movie would s/he choose at the cinema?:
either horror or cartoon stuff.
describe his/her taste in music:
wide range. i like his taste :)
if s/he wasnt going out with you, who would s/he be going out with?:
hmmmm..... either Her, or her... or her.. hmm.
what item in his/her wardrobe would you like to burn:
did not have the chance to look into his wardrobe.
what is s/he good at?:
being charming, being stupid, making me laugh a lot, kissing, looking handsome, looking hot, making new friends, running, football, tok, swimming, basketball, playing the guitar, playing the piano, writing songs, being initiative, talking in front of a crowd, dealing with little kids:), crying in touching movies, taking too many photos, saying sweet things, making people like him, getting over relationships.
what is s/he totally horrible at?:
mending the hole he has made in my heart.
what’s something that you two fundamentally disagree on?:
our relationship.
what’s something that you two agree whole-heartedly on?:
almost everything else..:)
is s/he possessive?:
sometimes. but he gives in easily.
why would s/he succeed in life?:
charm. social skills. when he develops an interest, he is determined to do it well.
what is the coolest gift that s/he has ever given you?:
himself.
what is s/he obsessed with?:
facebook. taking photos. meeting new friends. CAS. Warcraft. Runescape. and many other things he tries to hide from me :P
what does s/he avoid at all costs?:
hm.
what does s/he spend the most money on?:
random things that he does NOT need. e.g. a scarf (in malaysia?!), a magic ball that is not magical at all, a wig that costs RM50. etc.
describe his/her typical sunday:
no-lifing on the PC for the whole day. then dinner with family at night. then rush through last minute homework.
why would s/he be dangerous?:
he is capable of making a very happy person who thought the world was beautiful, become a very depressed person who's heart is still in pieces, by simply saying "im sorry, i cant."
tell us about a time s/he looked absolutely gorgeous:
:) on our first date. when i saw him sitting there waiting for me. he looked absolutely gorgeous and hot in his just-showered look. his brown eyes. & he smiled. oh that smile....... how can i ever, ever forget.. :):)
what’s something about him/her that would surprise all of his/her friends?:
if one day he became very mature and serious, and gave up facebook and computer games. IF.
what do you love most about him/her?:
everything. even his flaws.
but most of all, i think i fell for his BIG HEART. :)
the biggest lesson you have learnt from loving your partner:
to love a person is to be able to accept all his flaws, to be hurt so many times by him, to desire and not get, to know that he doesnt love you back. and yet, you still unfalteringly,
Love him.
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